There are many things that can be said in describing Mahsati, so we'll start with the simple ones.
She has a good eye for the finer things in life, valuing material possessions in quality over quantity, though she tries not to let the need for stuff overwhelm her longing for some of life's other offerings. You can look at her and easily determine that she is not 100% serious about being materialistic, she blatantly lacks the initiative to be truly ambitious about gaining wealth or power. When she uses what initiative she *does* have, however, she has some decently practical skills - organization and decision-making, though like any normal youngster she has a really rough time holding a cool temper in a crisis. Where the initiative lacks, however, is in things like, say, staying power. Mahsati has a terrible time seeing long tasks through to completion, or suffering some short term unpleasantries for a long term benefit. She can be fickle about where her energies are directed, dropping one pet project for another when the newness of it tickles her fancy.
Mahsati's personality changes, as I'm sure you've gathered, but no matter what aspect she's in, her core persona is always the same. In her typical mode, the face that everyone sees, she is the good-natured, somewhat bumbling milquetoast type, with a gentle smile and a general demeanor I can best describe as "loveably dorky". She's eloquent and funny, but quiet, too afraid to really stick her neck out with people, preferring only to be social when coaxed. This means lured out of her fearfulness by either by a long-term acquaintance or someone more outgoing actively drawing her out. With your average joe, she always has that little air of discomfort, walking on eggshells out of some deeply planted fear of looking foolish. Invariably she ends up doing so anyway, turning red, and trying to melt into the floor to escape scrutinous eyes.
The core issue is, of course, that she's an okay girl, but she lacks confidence in her own abilities, both social and magical. This is the aspect of her personality that slides as the moon waxes and wanes, the vital piece that makes the difference between the slightly mumbling girl behind the desk at the Archives, trying to hand you your book without looking you in the eye -- and the laughing socialite kicking off her slippers after she's tripped on a bump in the carpet, managing to look charming all the time while she makes some wry comment about just wanting to admire the weaving up close. They're the same person, but one is willing to take the risk and the other is not. In her everyday life this is what causes her to falter in her ability to say, be in charge of someone else, or to even show much initiative in her work or home life, unconsciously she feels her drive to do something will be met with failure.
As Mahsati matures, one hopes, she will be able to calm the problem that's plagued her all her life: she thinks she needs to be someone else to be liked or respected. She doesn't even WANT, deep down, nearly as many of the things she thinks she does, things like luxurious wealth, thrills, and prestige -- because frankly she's suffering under a strong delusion that the grass is perpetually greener on the side of the fence where The Other Half lives, something she's carried since childhood. She wants a lot of these things because she thinks she SHOULD want them, that there's something wrong with her if she doesn't, and on some level, she wants people to view her as the sort of person who wants (or already) has all life's flashy goodies. And is she ever distracted by flashy goodies.
But apart from what's become a sort of essay hilighting her various neuroses, there is still plenty that is positive about her. When she manages to focus, she is both magically and mentally perceptive, able to work well by intuition. Despite some of her shallow misgivings she is by no means a spiteful person, rather she has a gentle demeanor and a positive outlook (of others, anyway XD) that enables her to be both playful and genuinely encouraging to those around her. Where she is fickle about things, and ideas, she is much less so about people, and is versatile in personal relationships. She just has a hard time getting them started, is all. ^^; She laughs and jokes easily, and is extremely mentally agile even if her attention span has no staying power. She has an inner charisma and even an ability to be nurturing in her demeanor (though again, she lacks the patience of the truly maternal) that makes her fun to be around, when she can handle the attentions, and while she may not be the most honest person to come along, it is almost assuredly not deliberate when she flakes out or steps on toes. One good thing about being fickle, it means you can shrug off a grudge like nobody's business.
Whether or not Mahsati is play-acting for her friends and acquaintances, she does have a genuine love of the people she associates with. Well, most of them anyway. And if she could see past her own nose for a second (see above) she'd see that she's just as happy amongst the oddballs, the wallflowers and the normals as she is among the rich and famous. In fact, though she is only vaguely aware of it, she has a special knack for sympathy with hard-luck individuals, other Mages with Issues, as it were, as she's been there and knows what it's like. She makes a wonderfully nonjudgemental friend, just not a particularly reliable or possessive friend. Her attitudes lean towards "live and let live", and she has never been compelled to fierce protectiveness of others, seeing it as condescending or smothering. Just as with the Sea Turtles, let us see what young Squirt does, before we go charging in to save him. She wants to help people, preferably when they ask for it, not do things for them and then expect thanks. Barring any life-threatening emergencies, of course, she's not THAT mellow. XD
Her unresolved maturity issues and quick movements can be both a blessing and a curse. On the one hand, she is hardly bogged down in worries, preferring to throw herself into the moment and enjoy a convivial, social life. This makes it fun for her and even more fun for those around her, provided they do not live for the job. On the other, this means she likes to push any pressing or difficult issues to the wayside, forever putting them off until the next day, and then the next. This is probably a major reason for her lack of introspection into her own problems, as it makes her uncomfortable she simply chooses to ignore it in favor of, say, reading a book. Or window shopping.
So yeah. She has issues. But they're BENIGN issues, really. And nothing a good slap upside the head delivered by Reality wouldn't cure.
Once upon a time, there was a man in Atlantis named Nasim. He met a woman whose name was Yusria. They fell in love, and shockingly enough, they were wed not long after. Then they had a daughter. ...and another. And another. In fact, well, by the time everything was said and done, they'd had SIX of them. For some unfathomable reason, unbeknownst to the happy couple, all of their children were born on the precise day of a new moon. All that is, except for that third child, but that won't become important til later. Neither parent was particularly talented in magical arts, but both worked hard at their middle-of-the-road jobs. Nasim was a skilled worker specializing in restoring wands and various enchanted doo-hickeys that had lost their effects; Yusria, when she could work, helped part-time at a stonemason's place of business.
Why they have so many children is a story for another time, needless to say, it made life hectic. In the middle of the children, five years away from the elders and six away from the youngers, was Mahsati. As you can imagine, being roughly in the middle of six girls gave her extreme middle-child syndrome -- she was too young to grow up right alongside her elder sisters, but too old to be interested in the same things as the babies. She wasn't a particularly outgoing child, which just made the problem worse, because between her vivacious teenaged elders and the needs of the babies (with *another* baby on the way around the time Mahsati was eighteen), she kind of got overlooked more than normal. Not to say it wasn't partially her own fault, she knew darn well she had to holler to get her share of her folks' time, and recognition from others, but her rather introverted nature made it hard for her to follow through. Apart from this, though, her life was certainly not a hard one, and she was well cared for. She was just... also lumped into "those Seddena girls", is all. XD And she pulled a lot of babysitting duty.
In her younger years, Mahsati was a quiet, bookish girl, though she didn't weigh herself down with any intensively educational reading. She was amiable to those who would make the effort to approach her, not being very inclined to go out and greet people herself; she was so used to being ignored, in a way, it had ingrained itself into her already introverted personality. She had a sort of easygoing nature and joking use of wit that allowed her to befriend many sorts of her fellow weesters, however she had sort of a running difficulty in relating to the upper-crust, even through her adolescence.
Mahsati, it turned out, was actually not a very good student when it came to performing magical tasks, and this remedial-magician label tended to keep the kids riding high on the magical hog at a distance. She had decent comprehension on lectures, but her natural ability was sub-par. It wasn't too surprising, really, her parents hadn't been powerful mages either, but up until she was thirteen, Mahsati had problems bordering on overwhelming, the baby spells introducted in primary school proving to be beyond her grasp. For a time her parents were fearful that she would need to be removed from school, and struggled to find time for extra tutoring sessions with her. In the end, it was Adyn who ended up staying extra hours with Mahsati, trying to coach the meek schoolgirl through the simplest fire spells. She would have been removed from school entirely, had not Adyn discovered one saving grace - Mahsati could, although only feebly at first, perform telepathy and other mental magics. She could even glimpse, blurrily, into the astral plane, an innate skill found most infrequently in mages. It was not uncommon for certain mages to have spheres they naturally excelled in, and they figured it was her naturally weak skills being channeled into only one or two areas of expertise that made her so resistant to things like fire and ice spells in their entirety. She continued scraping by in a new cirriculum, though her family, and she herself, tried not to get her hopes up about ever catching up.
Imagine her surprise when, not long after she turned thirteen, she caught up and then some. In what seemed like weeks, her spellcasting careened forward at an incredible rate, so much so that she was picking up enchantments she had barely been able to invoke before, and her telepathy threatened the ears of anyone in range until she could reign in the effects with a hasty barrier -- something she'd NEVER had to even consider before (she also, upon learning half the neighborhood block could hear her screaming thoughts, turned beet red and locked herself in her room out of utter mortified embarassment, but that's neither here nor there). Though she was still at a loss on some spells, she was rejoicing at the knowledge that she was a differently-abled late bloomer, finally able to face her peers with some sense of pride.
...imagine her surprise AGAIN when it went away. XD
And it came back. And it went away. And it came back AGAIN. Though she strengthened her abilities with age, Mahsati cycled through times of weak, sputtery spells and robust, powerful magic from the onset of puberty and onward. On the one hand she was able to stay in a proper school, but her grades were rather humdrum, being averaged between acing some tests and flunking others. She had a reputation as being hit or miss. She had very little academic interest in mathematics or astronomy (she was an idle skygazer at best), and it wasn't until someone who DID began taking classes alongside her towards the end of secondary school that anyone began to suspect she had a sort of magical affliction, a peculiar inborn property, if you will -- her innate abilities were entirely moon-based. Tests confirmed this fact, the strange bouts of moodiness that had originally been written off as extreme girlishness sealing the deal, but there was naught anyone could do about it. Mahsati accepted her moderate grades and her vascillating lifestyle with relative grace, choosing not to make her condition public knowledge and attempting to just live her life as normally as possible. Though as she got older, little nagging loose ends of her life began to come together into something truly peculiar.
It all started when, through her passable academic record and occasional power to wow somebody, she got a job with a nice, semi-prestigious title and absolutely no real power whatsoever. XD The esteemed Royal Atlantean Archives for the Preservation of Magical Innovation and Higher Learning (which of course nobody called it) hired her on as an Apprentice Archive Researcher, from which she would eventually be promoted and drop the "apprentice" bit and add some word like "venerable". What this meant was that she sat at a desk all day, sorting papers and stacks of stuff, occasionally signing something out for some academic sort. The point is that it was -- and is -- EXCRUCIATINGLY BORING ninety-eight percent of the time. So after a long day of boring work, Mahsati went home to her boring life, in her boring little apartment with her mousey little habits and her handful of equally mousey friends. What had begun to grate upon her in childhood began to grate heavily, now. She had spent years imagining how the other half lived, vividly dreaming of how much better life had to be for the pretty, the powerful and the rich, whether or not this had any basis in reality. Somewhere along the way she never abandoned the consuming desire to be someone better and brighter than she was. Adding into the mix her waxing-moon influence, and the combination became highly volatile.
So one night on the full moon, her confidence and powers at their peak, instead of going home to a book and a blanket and dinner-for-one, she went out.
Mahsati Seddena was somebody who wouldn't be on a single guest list, or in anybody's elite clique, or even a striking face in the crowd of nobodies. Fatima Chandrakant, Exotic Spirit of the Night, however, had no such problems, and going from one identity to the other was only a glamour spell away. XD She donned a few improvements, softened up her color and fancified her wardrobe and then mustered every shred of moon-induced courage she could, and traipsed right into the night life among the rich and famous. The age old saying about 90% is how you sound and 10% is what you actually SAY is true, and it went more splendidly than she ever could have imagined. People were drawn in by her confident, outgoing manner, the same wit she'd always possessed, and her magical aptitude didn't hurt matters either. Before long her faux-persona was being invited all kinds of places, doing all kinds of things (eh heh), and she was craving the attention like a drug. At first she was careful never to break the law by claiming to be true nobility, but as she went on and her confidence in her farce increased, she occasionally hinted, drunkenly, about the splendor of the nonexistient Chandrakant family, their lands safely hidden away in a place conveniently far from the Capitol.
This double-life schtick began to take its toll on her day life, admittedly, though hardly a soul noticed what went on deep in the bowels of the Archives' stacks. She began sleeping through a good chunk of the morning, and as if there was some karmic balance going on within her, the wilder she got playing out her jet set fantasy, the meeker she became in her normal life, even into the half-moon phase as her powers and confidence began to return. She did, and does, view herself as the sort of person who gets stepped on as soon as looked at, and has come to expect it so often that she's sort of stopped *trying* to be good at being herself, so comfortable is the protection of the pretend name and life story. Not the best idea.
So that's how it stands at present. On the one hand, Mahsati is choice material for taking on secret roles and playing games of subterfuge, but on the other, she really needs to work out those attention-whoring issues and think about relying on Mahsati, for once, instead of Fatima. Having a hefty responsibility to her land and to her world, in that sense, might do her some serious good.
Stock Footage: Closing her eyes, the teardrop-eye ornament on Sin's forehead illuminates in a silver flare of light. She spreads her arms wide as she speaks the word "Transcendental", her hands draped as though cradling something large, and between her arms a ring of light appears, followed by a series of cryptic glyphs around the edges, as though she held an inscribed seal of some kind. As she completes the phrase, "Moon Gate", the attackspace behind her becomes ominously dark, a low hum emanating from the forming portal in her hands. It seems to solidify into reality, then, a metallic disc that then slides open either entirely or in part, forming a circle or crescent-shaped hole into the chaotic astral plane. A sort of sickly-white blast emanates from the gate, striking anything roughly in front of Sin as she performs the attack.
Explanation: Using the moon as her focal point, Sin opens a gate into the raw magics on the other side of the divide, so to speak, beyond the physical world, the energy many mages channel in the form of specific spells according to their wills. This is, however, a raw bundle of energy, unrefined, being forced out in one general direction. It has the potential to be a devastating attack, possible to dodge, as it cannot be channeled into a convenient shape, but almost impossible to block. The limitation, however, is that the size of the gate porting this energy into the physical world waxes and wanes with the visible portion of the moon. It doesn't have to be nighttime, but whichever phase the moon is determines the percentage of full power she can attain. On a new moon, this power becomes almost negligible, and she's better off sticking to using her nonoffensive power and her spells.
Lunar Shadow ObfuscationStock Footage: Sin gets caught up in Convenient Shoujo Breeze, which sends her ribbons aflutter, as well as her hair. She lifts one hand skyward, calling out in a clear but monotonous voice, "Lunar Shadow Ofuscation," and the backdrop suddenly fades behind her. Looking up, the illusory moon overhead draws in the eye of onlookers, around to the side still covered in darkness, and this darkness expands to take up the whole view. Sin seems to melt into the shadows with a leap backwards, and she's gone. Poof.
Explanation: LSO, aka the Invisibility Special. This power, when invoked, allows Sin to channel the powers of the Moon's mysterious far side (in this superstitious time believed to be the permanently "dark side") into her Astral influence. For the duration of the effects, usually 5 to 10 minutes per cast, Sin is invisible. Not just plain old "you can't see me", but in magesight and astral sight as well, meaning that to observers she seems to cease to exist. She DOES exist, however, and will take hits just the same if someone manages to find her. Area effect spells will still affect her if she is in range, but only if the spell has some lasting effect that will "tag" her in magesight, she remains unseen. Or, you know, if she yelps or something. It requires a lot of teeth-gritted sucking up of pain to keep stealthy with this power, but it is nonetheless incredibly handy. She can cast outward-directed spells from this stance, as well, again as long as nothing tags her person with the magic. A clever opponent with magesight may estimate where the spell comes from, so she's definitely not safe from harm.
Fun fact restated: Because of her heavy lunar influence, Mahsati has no inherent elemental alignment. She is utterly incompetent at fire/ice/lightning spells, and all her spells have that "neutral" flavor. Because of the lunar and astral combination, this is intended to portray her alignment as "otherworldly". Interesting factoid for magic nerds. X3
More fun facts: Mahsati's personality shift is not nearly so great as she would like to believe. The full moon does make her personality more intense, but in many ways she's fooled by the "placebo" effects of believing she's somehow a more awesome person during one time of the month than another, and thus she acts accordingly, doing things she thinks she's "not good enough" to handle any other time. Fatima IS her, without as much fear of retribution or looking dumb, and the sooner she figures this out the sooner she can skip the therapy bills and we can all go home.
About the Archives: Though it's been touched upon, the Royal Archives is a pet project of one of the King's children, who are notorious for having nothing *difficult* to work on. XD It is intended to be a preservation of knowledge and innovation, some kind of monument to the brainpower of the Magical Kingdom, though it doesn't have nearly the functionality of a normal library or museum. It ended up being more of a warehouse for the things that don't belong anyplace else, mostly documents: copies of important writings, treaties, statistics, but mostly a wide variety of special-interest flotsam like "A history of the newt eye in early potionmaking" and "Scarves worn by Great Kings - a pictoral essay". It also houses a great deal of invention sampling, specifically those things that nobody will ever use but SOMEONE MIGHT NEED A COPY OF someday, which means anything that does ANYthing, intended or no, can suitably be stored there. Sort of like having a shrine devoted to all those wacky pre-Wright flying machines. Useful objects can be found many more accessible Atlantean venues, but if you need something that no other scholar in their right mind would bother to collect, seek ye the Royal Archives.
Iyad teetered dangerously under the pile of boxes in his spindly arms, the tiny package perched on the top sliding ominously towards the brink of falling. He hadn't intended to construct a tower out of the month's new arrivals, but not only was the lobby strictly off limits for unseemly messes, but the delivery boy had seemed to think foisting them all upon him at once was the ideal method of handing off the goods. He had been too wary of the delivery boy's biceps -- and their power to separate his head from his body -- to disagree.
He had managed to get all the way back to the offices, despite having to crane his neck around one side to see, and he breathed a sigh of relief. "Mahsati, could you, um, that is if you're not terribly busy right now, I could use some assistance with the.. um... I've got these boxes, so... if you could just point me towards the door, uh, Miss... Mahsati?" he blinked owlishly as he turned to one side so he could get a better look at her.
Mahsati was face down at her desk, the tiny scrap of chalk she'd been dictating to still hovering expectantly over the square slate upon which she'd been doing a tally. Even from his less than perfect angle, he could see where inventory items had a few extra vowels scrawled out amidst her yawns. The slow rise and fall of her shoulders meant she'd already gotten comfortable, goodness only knows how long she'd been thus.
Iyad bit his lip and glanced back and forth anxiously, looking for their supervisor. "Heeey," he muttered, though he realized he had no free hands to tap her or otherwise rouse her from the coma she seemed to have slipped into for the umpteenth time. "Mahsati, I could really quite possibly, um, use your help with the--"
He had to cut short, as he had leaned too far over her desk and put himself off-balance. The whole thing started to slide to one side, and he let out a yelp as he felt himself careening floorward in slow motion, his staggerings only delaying the inevitable.
He must have cried out in alarm, because his snoozing officemate awoke with a start, snapping upright and glancing about through bleary eyes. "Mn, Iyad, were you calling m-- what the!" She stumbled out of her chair, eyes travelling up the veritable spire of junk. Just as Iyad braced for impact, she threw out her hand, the imperceptible charm that flew from her fingertips striking the parcels just in time to save them from crashing, instead forcing them unsteadily back into their places atop one another, resting safely on the floor.
They looked at one another and breathed a sigh of relief. In doing so, however, Iyad noticed something and began fidgeting awkwardly. "Y-you've got a little chalk, right there," he said, pointing to his cheek. In reality it had streaked half her face like a primitive jungle warrior, but far be it from him to be the one to tell her.
"Huh? Oh, right, sorry," she said, grinning as she wiped her face on her sleeve. "...counting the volumes in The Comprehensive World Guide to Floor Tiles must have been so exciting, I passed out from the shock." She gave him a sheepish look as she went over to help him with the new arrivals.
He peered at her curiously over the wooden crate he struggled to lift. "Really?" He was met with a brief but intensely sarcastic look from his coworker. "Oh, r-right, sorry."
"There," Mahsati continued with a yawn, rearranging the packages and loose papers with almost subconscious effort. "everything heavy on the bottom." Iyad hastily reached out to gather up almost everything he'd struggled with the first place, and she raised an eyebrow. "Iyad.. are you certain you don't want me to help you with more of that? I could take at least half."
"Oh no, no, I wouldn't want to," he mumbled, doing his best to remain chivalrous in the face of heavy lifting. "I've got it, you see, nothing to it!"
The moment the words left his mouth, Iyad stood up a trifle too quickly, slamming his head against a low-sitting bookshelf next to Mahsati's desk. He immediately sank back down to the floor, though this time there was nothing either of them could do - the mishmash of objects slid to the floor, nearly on top of the poor man's head, with a resounding clatter. For a moment everything was silent, and then the two archivists' eyes locked on one another in a horrified stare at the telltale plink of breaking glass somewhere in the mess. The next moment, everything was chaos, a raging cyclone drawing up every small object in the room and flinging it carelessly about, papers spiralling up towards the ceiling. For a good five minutes everything was drowned out by the roar, as Mahsati and Iyad took refuge under the large wooden desk to avoid death by paperweight concussion.
When at last the din subsided, Mahsati wriggled out from beneath her own desk with a groan. Iyad followed suit, though he looked a tad weak in the knees when he saw what a mess they were going to have to explain to their boss.
"What in the name of creation was THAT?" he asked, wringing his hands anxiously. "Are we being assaulted by thieves?"
Mahsati put a hand to her forehead, brushing aside her now matted hair. "...no, I doubt it, look." Beneath her foot was a piece of the broken decanter, with a small paper label pasted to its surface. It said in slightly yellowed script, 'Archmage Rusam Deyra, circa 230 A.E., Portable Tornado'.
She sighed, her shoulders sagging floorward. It was going to be a long week.
written for Sailormoon Genesis.